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I know I'm not perfect.
I wish you would see one beauty in all my imperfections
Hold it up to me when I'm feeling rock bottom
Why is everything I do a mistake in your dictionary of defections?
I try so hard to ignore being called stupid and naive
I force myself to believe that it will be just fine the next day
I cry myself to a state of numbness; what are you trying to achieve?
I know you love me with all a loving heart could give
I'm not sure why you undermine me, why I'm always being blamed
I love you unconditionally, you once taught me kindness... to forgive.
I can't help but feel exploited; manipulated by your contradictions
Its all painfully coming back to me, shredding my memories to pieces
I'm physically and mentally distraught by your afflictions.
Its self consuming; I'm always trying to fulfill your very high expectations
In your eyes, I thought I could be unrealistically perfect
It's hard to resist such passion between us and all your temptations.
I cant promise you a perfect wife or a perfect life
But I can cherish you and the love we posses for each other
I confess; I'm stupidly in love with you my love, friend and brother.
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